silence like a cancer grows

You know you're under a lot of stress when you see this on your twitter feed and start crying before you even click the link.

The link to the story is here. Basically, it's just the fucking worst. I'm sitting here bitching about not having paid leave for Christmas and this is happening in Baltimore City. Literally two blocks away from where I'm sitting right now.

My head has been everywhere this week. And for some reason, everything has been a trigger. Yesterday I had to leave work and take a walk because I couldn't stop my brain from going there. And there's no one who can offer any relief so I just get to deal with it on my own.

This world is messed up.